Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Playgrounds for Bees

One of the hardiest plants in my garden is mint. It has a shallow root system and tolerates heat and drought very well. It stays green all summer giving the impression that I garden a lot when in actual fact I do minmal work! Right now it is beginning to blossom; the bees love it and between the Mint & Russian Sage I have a lot of visitors in the form of large bumblebees.
I encourage any bee activity in the garden. It is sad that our bee population has been so badly devastated over the previous years, so it is important to plant what they love.

Daily Haiku
bumblebee visits
gathers sweet nectar from mint
honey from the heart

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Poker Jim Burn




You may remember reading on my August 21st blog, that I worked at a Fire Tower on Poker Jim Butte in 1973. Today the US Forest Service started a controlled burn up around that area, so the air is full of smoke. It is still fairly green, so the fire is not too hot and the smoke not too intense. As a result when I sat outdoors today, I actually enjoyed the aroma.

However, Snowy could not have cared less; she was in her usual guard-cat position by the back door!!
Daily Haiku
Nero fiddled while
Rome burned, they say; my cat naps
while the forest flames

















Friday, August 27, 2010

Falling Leaves


Daily Haiku
dry summer leaves fall
yellow, lime, tan, and ochre
autumn rising soon

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

A Late Summer Obituary For Myself


A Late Summer Obituary For Myself
First published in HARD GROUND III - writing the rockies.
Pronghorn Press 2002



I sit outside.

The joy of cool morning air breaks the subjugation of last week’s heat wave.

Everything is still.

No birds sing.

The ‘swuff’ of windsock tendrils reveals a light breeze moving across the hill, and a solitary note from the wind chime hanging in the cottonwood heralds the stirring wind.

Lavender colored spikes of Russian Sage begin to sway, as they reach skyward from the dry powdery soil. Petunias have lost their color, grow stunted and acid yellow from too much watering. The Cedar trees drop early brown needles in my hair as I water the plants
in the flowerbed beneath them, then fall out as I sit at the computer keyboard later in the day.

The cat performs her early morning ritual, sniffs at all the required stations for nocturnal intruders, then marks them carefully again with her chin to make sure they know this is her territory.

The best survivors of the summer drought are the old bleached cow skulls that lean against the shed. Dragged in one winter from the hills, they’ve reached the status quo of death and idly watch the change of seasons without blinking a vapid eye.

It would be nice to think that one day, someone could value my skull enough to lean it against the shed so I can watch all the things I love in the garden. Maybe they’d talk to me like Hamlet did to Horatio, “Alas, poor Chris………… I knew her, Horatio”

Then I could watch some other poor frustrated gardener deal with wilting flowers, parched soil, unrelenting sun, and lack of rain. Maybe their cat will use me as her marker against the invading foe.

A gardener’s small reward for toil expended in this life.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Golden Light


Today was a spectacular day weather-wise, the temperature this morning when I got up was 41°. Later it was in the 70's and I finished my project cleaning up the storm debris. In all I removed 11 wheelbarrow loads of dirt from the three rock patios. Amazing.
I had lunch on the deck and sat outside again tonight; watched as the sun went down. I am so lucky to live in this place despite the wild weather and hardships encountered along the way. The evening light now touches everything with gold, the opposite of the golden light of winter that occurs in December at dawn.
Daily Haiku
golden evening light
touches summer pine needles
cones are falling now

Monday, August 23, 2010

Mending a Heart and a Windchime


When I was cleaning around the patio I found a windchime that I used to enjoy until it broke. With more time to look at it today, I discovered a way to mend it. Now it hangs from the deck and sings out once again.
Daily Haiku
In the northwest wind
Chimes sing out their melody
Soothe my lonely heart

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Perfect Camouflage


Daily Haiku
this morning I saw
a wondrous toad so small and still
hiding from the world

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Memories of a Fire Lookout

Daily Haiku
the smell of hot grass
hoppers shelter beneath rocks
all waiting for rain


We hit the century mark today. Only about the second time this summer. It seems only yesterday we had summers that were hot, dry and 110' each day for 6-8 weeks. Thank God for this pleasant summer that has been relatively cool and wet. Even so, up on the hill here, with no shade trees the sun pelts down on the house and I have to draw the blinds after 11.00 am, and use the a/c units in the afternoon.
Tomorrow we have a cold front coming in that will probably set off some crackerjack thunderstorms, and I get nervous after the bad one we had earlier this summer. Birney stayed green for most of this month, but mounting temps in the last week are rapidly drying the grass and turning everything to it's fall shade of tan.
When I was widowed the first time, I spent the end of the summer manning the fire tower at Poker Jim Butte, on Custer National Forest 10 miles from Birney. It was a wonderful experience. Here is an essay I wrote about the memory of that time:
Morning on Poker Jim Butte

It was 1973. I was newly widowed, and the summer was long and hot. In August I found temporary work as the Lookout on a fire tower in southeastern Montana, Poker Jim Butte.
I always enjoyed solitude and since my husband died, was getting used that state again.
The mornings were fairly uneventful, the cool air suppressing most smoldering wood, until the hotter afternoon came along with it’s thunderstorms and lightning strikes that ignited old dead wood and grass, and fanning yesterday’s embers. The evenings were pretty exciting. Storms rolling in from the Big Horns meant that I had to stand on an insulated stool and mark the lightning strikes on the map, ready to watch those places next day for “smokes” to call in to HQ.

It took me a long time to learn how to judge distances. I made the usual mistake calling in to HQ the smoke from a local sawmill; I am sure they got a chuckle about “the greenhorn up on Poker Jim”. Then a local rancher stopped by and showed me some key points along with their distances and I was up and running, able to give coordinates of a “smoke” and estimate the distance from the tower with the best of them.

In the mornings I did chores. Kept the little room clean, cooked food for later in the day, and went to the local spring for drinking water. My dogs loved the place; they chased rabbits in the morning and lay in the shade of the tower in the afternoon. But the best time was early morning. Up with the sun, I made coffee and took it out to one of the picnic tables on the end of the Butte. I could see all the way to the Big Horns most days and the view of the surrounding countryside was fantastic. It was so cool and quiet. Nothing but the swish of a light breeze through the pines and the gentle lowing of a cow here and there. I felt so in touch with the Creator, did a lot of praying for myself and others. I felt my husband’s presence in many ways but mostly a warm sense of happiness as though he was still there in this place we had often walked in together. It was a healing time.

Halfway through September the thunderstorms gave way to rain for several days, and the work came to an end as the fire danger subsided for the fall. I packed my belongings and left for home. But I will always remember the peace and healing that came from that month working on the Fire Tower, the feeling is always close to me, all I have to do is close my eyes.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Sunflowers

The neighbor across from my office in downtown Birney plants sunflowers each year. He just takes handfuls of birdseed and plants them along his fences. Right now his garden is alive with gold and a joy to see. I asked if I could photograph them. I had to be careful as their centers were filled with bumblebees sometimes three to a flower; they were certainly a bunch of happy bees. Of all the pictures I took, this one appealed to me the most - if you look carefully the center is a whirligig - just like op-art. A few years ago I wrote about a volunteer sunflower.
If Life Gives You Sunflowers……
During the winter we faithfully put out seed for the birds. Our kindness has another side however; come spring the flowerbeds are decorated with strange plants! Sunflowers seem the most prolific and crop up all over the place. One summer a huge plant appeared which we have never been able to identify. I watered it along with the other plants and it grew to around four and a half feet high by the end of the summer. I carefully removed the seed heads in case it might be a noxious weed. All my friends commented as to its spectacular appearance.

This spring when I was working on two planters, I found a wonderful reward. Two small rose bushes. I transplanted them into pots and gave one to friends in Wyoming, a part of our world given to theirs. The little garden helpers I believe responsible for these unsolicited gifts are probably the many chipmunks that moved in about five years ago. They store away seeds for the winter months then unknowingly give me surprises in the flowerbeds in the spring.

I could dig out these seedlings and throw them away, but instead I treasure them, give them a little nurture and enjoy the results. Most years I have at least one six-foot sunflower that feeds the birds in the fall. After all if life gives you sunflowers, celebrate sunshine.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

A New Lily


Daily Haiku
one day at a time
I can handle anything
If I stay sober


One of the daylilies that I planted last fall, blossomed today and is a joy to behold. The bloom brought to mind the logo of AA - a triangle inside a circle:
The AA Symbol- What it Means
The new [July 1955] symbol for A.A.,is a circle enclosing a triangle. The circle stands for the whole world of A.A., and the triangle stands for A.A.'s Three Legacies of Recovery, Unity, and Service. Within our wonderful new world, we have found freedom from our fatal obsession.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Two Days Without Water


Haiku Series

When there’s no water
Do not flush when you go pee
Drink instant coffee

Carrying buckets
Will develop your muscles
Does anyone care?

Don’t wash the lettuce
Take a chance with e-coli
Use lots of dressing

Use deodorant
Take care when brushing your teeth
Not to rinse too much

When the driller comes
Don’t give him your tale of woe
Let him do his work

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Golden Glories



The wet summer brought out the best in my yarrows this year. They are up to my shoulder in height - 4 -5 feet high, and there were volunteers all over the yard. Their golden blooms appeared with no cultivation and brighten the garden, which was sadly neglected this summer since I was pre-occupied with other things.
Daily Haiku
when the sky is grey
yarrows in all their splendor
bring sunshine to me

Tuesday, August 3, 2010


Daily Haiku
bittersweet purple
chokecherries ripen for fall
heart may heal with them

Sunday, August 1, 2010

A Really Fat Bat


Batty - Part One
Oh the joys of country living. I have been noticing some excrement in a corner of the dining room - thought that the wind had blown mouse dirt in during the storms that we've have been having regularly of late. Then yesterday I thought I saw some insulation hanging down and made a note to plug up the hole where it was.
Well it was not insulation! I looked more closely this afternoon and it was a bat! The fattest bat I have ever seen - is it pregnant? Yuk! The last time we had one in the house we asked our neighbor to deal with it. It was flying around the living room, there was no way out and nothing to catch it with, so it met an untimely end. I called the neighbor - this time determined to deal with it myself and he suggested plugging the hole with steel wool. I am now armed with a large bag of the stuff and ready to roll once it leaves for it's evening feeding outdoors.
Haiku #1
a really fat bat
made a social call on me
he was not welcome
7.00 pm- Update: Using the flashlight I was able to see at least 2 bats up there - a colony? I am waiting for them to go out for dinner.
Batty - Part two
They finally left for their evening feeding frenzy at 9.00pm and out came the old witch with her broomstick (literally). I used the telescoping handle of a microfiber duster, stuck the pads of steel wool on the end and rammed them up into the crevice - it was very large and took the whole package. I feel sorry for them - if they didn't look so weird I think I could love them, "just not in the house, boys". My feminist side scored some points today.
Haiku #2
living by myself
I often crave company
but not that of bat