Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Eve 2010

Christmas Eve Haiku

stars radiant
ink black sky moon not risen
christ child's birthday nears

Christmas Food

I think we can all remember the smells of Christmas. Just the phrase "smells of Christmas" touches senses deep in the brain and disturbs olfactory echoes down there from years of Christmas memories.

The sharp pine odor of the Christmas tree in my childhood in England is replaced in later years by the scent of wild cedar cut from the hillsides around Birney. Of course I can't forget the family quarrels over which tree to cut. We almost killed each other over the tree especially when Sarah was with us; she always wanted us to cut the tallest tree we could find. She wasn't satisfied unless it touched the ceiling.

And poignant memories come back to me of the year that Peter was recuperating from his heart surgery a month prior to Christmas. I cut the tree alone that year and somehow managed to cut a cedar that was about 12 feet high, drag it up the draw, and using scientific thought and the principles of physics put it on top of our Mercury Colony Park station wagon and drove it home! I still can't believe that I managed it, so I attribute a lot to the prayer I say silently before cutting it down.

The smells of cooking? Oh my. During the war the center of feasting was Baking Hen raised on my aunt's smallholding, which in later years was replaced by Turkey. The air in the kitchen redolent with cooking bird was always interspersed with the fresh sage and onion stuffing sizzling along with it. The kitchen, normally cold from lack of central heating, positively glowed with the warmth from the oven, and steam condensed and ran down the cold kitchen window, my mother's face rosy red as she bore the platter to the table. The hen was always served traditionally, surrounded by roasted pork sausages.

There is no adequate way to describe the smell of Christmas pudding - referred to over here as "plum pudding". Every family has its own recipe and each one is a little different. Some smell of the suet, others of the rum, some of the ale with which they are moistened before steaming. But in the end they all look the same as they are carried to the table alight with the dancing blue flames of an ounce or two of brandy saved especially for the festivities.

No Christmas in England would be complete without Mince pies. The afternoon of Christmas Eve found the house filled with the spicy aroma of baking mince pies. These small munchables of buttery pastry each hide a generous amount of mincemeat, which in England contains no meat, just candied fruits, currants and apples laced with rum or brandy, and macerated into one glorious flavorful mouthful. I was so happy when I was old enough to go Carol Singing with the church choir. The Choir was always roundly toasted wherever they sang, and plied with mince pies and small glasses of sherry wine. Younger members got "a spot of the good stuff" too, and we arrived home around midnight bellies full and fell into bed a bit "squiffy" from a few dollops of wine.

May you all have a truly Happy Christmas and the smells of Christmas food permeate your dreams.


Monday, December 20, 2010

The Peace Tree

daily haiku
christ buddha allah
we all celebrate their birth
mystery and peace

Christmas traditions continue; without Peter it is lonely and sad. However doing the familiar is comforting, even so, and I work through more grief as I continue our traditions. I put up the peace tree yesterday. This evolved over the years and was something that he loved. I wrote an essay about it that was published by the Billings Gazette in 2008:

The Peace Tree

by Christine Valentine

Our tradition started so many years ago that I can’t remember exactly when it began. When my first husband was alive I bought a flock of 24 Chinese paper doves. I perched them on pine boughs placed around pictures, windows, doorways etc and they looked very pretty.

After I remarried I bought a large white dove made of feathers and started decorating a small tree in my kitchen with little white lights, all the paper doves, and the large dove crowning the top of the tree. The year that Americans were taken hostage in Iran I wrote a prayer for their safety and placed it in the beak of the large dove. After Christmas, on Twelfth Night I burned the prayer with some cedar in a small personal ceremony.

Each year this tradition continues. My family looks forward to the peace tree, and my friends ask, “Will you put up your peace tree this year?” Prayers for those involved in wars continue, not just for the soldiers but the people of those countries who are hurt, dying and dead: the Gulf War, Bosnia Herzegovina, Afghanistan, Iraq, Congo, Ethiopia, Darfur, Haiti, Israel and the middle east, and Kenya, among others.

The paper doves are falling apart now. I fix them with tape and hang them anyway, because always there is a war somewhere, always I need to write a prayer and burn it on Twelfth Night. I look forward to a Christmas when I do not have to write a prayer because there is no war.
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Sunday, December 5, 2010




daily haiku

open the curtains
wonderland before my eyes
trees frosted with hoar